2007-02-10T22:33:00.000-08:00

My family sucks man.why people all so happy de?mine always so sad.they are practically the cause of my misery.toot sia.why do i see other families on the street so united so happy?mine leh?like shit.small small thing then quarell for so many days.i freakin cannot tahan liao.i wanna scream but no one cares.i cant understand why those other people get love and happiness from their family and i dont.what the hell have i done wrong.im not at bitchy as those ppl.why are they so happy?i hate my freakin life.its in a total mess just like my grades.why does God care about the people that i hate?why does he want to do this to me?I know i may sound as if im cursing God.but i dont mean it.im just very sick and tired of this world.there are so many freakin things in my head and i cant solve them.everyday at school i have to try to force myself to smile in front of my friends i try not to show the bad mood i am in but i cant.i really cant.i cant take it anymore.but anyway who gives a dam whether i can or not.even if some people do whats the difference anyway?im just a thorn in the flesh.